All I Want for Christmas

God, I am so scared. I have never wanted anything as badly as I want this. Please let it be in your plan.

I have an empty feeling. I miss You and I miss my staff.




pleaseletthisbefixable.

Is This Love That I'm Feeling?

I'm sitting at the computer listening to this Bob Marley song and it took me right back to summer 2005. I will never forget the empty feeling I had in my heart and in my head and in my stomach when I realized that I was only dating Nick because I missed Brandon. I curled up in my bed so many nights crying about it so hard that after a while it was just dry crying; I had cried every tear I had, and literally ran out. I will never forget that feeling. I will never forget. I hope I never ever have to feel that way again.

It's a Love Story; Baby, Just Say Yes

Why can't anything ever just work out!?!! WHY!!!


this is foolish.